I think he is going to propose...

I think he is going to propose, I mean why else would Silas take me to a fancy restaurant being the miser that he is? Besides he has been talking about taking things to the next level and settling down.

He is going to propose, just last week he was referring to me as his wife, Mrs Moyo, why else would he call me that if he wasn’t going to propose.

He is going to propose, of course I am going to say yes. I’ve been waiting for two years, 5 months 3 weeks and 2 days. Of course I am going to say yes. I’ve said yes in my mind ten thousand times over, now I get to say it out loud.

He is going to propose, I can’t wait to post pictures of my ring on social media for the world to see. I hope he bought a nice ring, but he has such great taste so I am sure he bought a very nice ring. Silas is such a miser though but I am sure he bought a nice ring.

Silas is going to propose. I hope he has a photographer, it would be nice to capture the moment in its rawness. I really hope he has a photographer. I wish I could have planned my own proposal just to make sure it is perfect.

What should I wear? Maybe something he bought? Maybe that will be too cheesy, but what’s more cheesy than a restaurant proposal. I’ll wear something he bought; the purple dress will do.

I am going to be engaged, I can’t wait to start planning my wedding. I have been fantasising about this since my teens, I have it all figured out and now all my plans can become reality.

He is going to be my fiancée, finally I can be part of his decision making process. No more flowery ties and corduroy pants. Finally I can find out how much he makes.

He is going to propose, after dinner I’ll call mum and tell her all about it. Then I’ll call Busi and Martha and we can scream together. Then I’ll call my sister, I am not sure she will be very excited, Silas isn’t one of her favourite people. But never mind that he is going to propose.

Gretchen’s blissful thoughts were interrupted by a message on her phone.

“Hie lovely, we may have to take a rain check on dinner, something has come up. I’ll make it up to you soon, hugs and kisses my sweet”.

Hmmmm?? I was so sure he was going to propose, surely something as serious as a proposal cannot be postponed.

What if he is not going to propose?

What if there is no ring?

What if it was just dinner?

What if he doesn’t love me?

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