To You...

Seeing as though you are not replying my messages and not taking my calls I have decided to communicate with you here and hope that you read this:

Dear You

I just wanted to remind you that I am here for you. I miss you and I love you dearly. I know you think that whatever you did is unforgivable but believe it or not I am waiting for you… waiting to forgive you. Maybe I have already forgiven you and I am just waiting for you to come back so that I can help you work everything out.

I was in church one Sunday and the Preacher was preaching on a verse that says “Rejoice not my enemy when I fall, for I shall arise” I thought about you and cried. I thought about how your enemies should not rejoice in your moment of weakness because as sure as the sun will go down YOU WILL ARISE. Lately I have been praying for you a lot; praying for your healing, praying that God may guide you, and bless you with wisdom and a better tomorrow.

Boy says he saw you just the other day, he says you saw him too but you ignored him. You really hurt his feelings…

The thing is it’s only a matter of time before we have to come together for one reason or another. No man is an island.

Three months ago you told me that you had something important and very personal to tell me “in the strictest of confidence” were the words you used. I was rather scared of what you had to say but I prepared myself for anything and I was willing and wishing to be there for you. I guess you decided otherwise because we both know that the email you blind copied me in was not the real one. I wonder what made you change your mind. Did you doubt my ability to stand by you? I keep wishing you had sent the real email, then maybe my anguish would be reduced.

I worry about you a lot, I cry for you even more.

From Me.

I will be patient and wait for you to come back...